Never say Never
because you Never know
Oh the faces
On the People
In the places
You'll Never go
Never say Never
but say that I said
It's weird to discover
that things still fit
Never say Never
because you Never can tell
which little slip up
will land you in the well
Never say Never
because language
is not a tasty dish
Words are for saying
that way they are more fun
Never say Never
and Never let it die
Set backs and draw backs
should be looked in the eye
Try not to regret
or your past will lead your life
Never say Never
and do not shy from strife
Embrace the surprises
that life throws your way
Going back on Never,
could make you very happy some day
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So, I've been doing a lot of thinking, and a lot of talking too. To people who thought that what I'm doing, is something I would never do. To be honest, I agreed with them, effectively most of the time. It's funny how things turn out, I guess. But I am getting tired of the disappointed sighs when I tell people I'm moving back again. Granted most of friends are thrilled about it, but still, there is twinge of distaste. I really never wanted, to go back to that place. But, I've set the wheels in motion, and I'm happier than ever, I've made a few changes that will leave a sour taste in some mouths, but for me, it's going to be better. And that is what I have to do, to be able to live with this choice. I have to make some changes, break some habits, cut out some people, and live with it. Part of me feels bad for doing things this way, but most of me is logical enough to get over it. I don't really know how to express the things that I am feeling. But someday, I suppose it will all be overlooked, by some one Else's drama, or a maturity of minds. The later would be nice, but it is the least likely. And isn't that a little sad? I think it is.
Anyway, it's hard to defend my actions to the people mentioned above, and most of me is of the mind that I shouldn't have to anyway. It feels weird to me, all of this change. But it's for the better, I can tell. I just, I don't know what to say sometimes, and that makes me feel unstable. Words have always been my choice expression, so when they fail me, I feel off balance. I guess I should just not care, what society has to say about my choices. I never have before, so why start now? Good question.
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4 comments:
I like the fact that this piece is simultaneously simple and complex. There is a lot that can be read into it. As for explaining to people--you know better than most that you don't have to. Your decisions are your own and should be what's best for you. I will miss you a lot, but I totally support your choice to move in with a man that I personally believe is one of the best things that has ever happened for you. You know that. Love you.
thanks babe. I will miss you too, we will have to do weekends.
You should never feel bad for doing what you want to do. If people can't accept it, then they can't accept YOU. <3 I'll miss you. ):
I like this. Change is almost always difficult but I think that you are making the right changes. Fuck the naysayers. Good stuffs as always. :)
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